i just dont know.

i was pretty bummed out today,
the competitions i participated in didnt do very well at competition so I was kind of frustrated.

But honestly, whats been on my mind is that, a lady died in a car accident. She had a son, who went to school with Caroline’s 10 year old brother, and now shes dead. Shes gone and the family is without a mother to take care of her children smaller than that and the entire family.

And I dont really know what to say.
But that God tries, he cares, he loves and somehow just like the corny Disney movies, justice will be defined.

Somehow, someway, we will cross through these dark dank areas and see that the sunshine was always with us.

I mean I just cant imagine what this childs life will be like, but I know, the spark in his eyes must never go out. This tragedy cannot take away this little boys and his family’s joy and hope, for nothing else I know his mother would not want it.

And I know I am making a bold statement.

This is the magnitude of life meets the earthquake of death. But, heres the thing, that lady’s love, her kindness will never ever let go of that little boy and I hope that we will all remember that.

We can never escape from all of our demons, our fears, our antagonizers. Truly I feel we must make our peace with the world and look to the sky, towards the heavens for the response of the great artist. For this painting, this life is far from over and although a life has disappeared all is not lost.

thats whats in my head at the present moment.

so let us all right now pray for this little boy and his family. Whether or not you believe in it, please just try.