Lost

Lost

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sometimes we all just need a little direction.
heck I know I always do
and it seems that nature is always willing to point us in the direction of its imaginative creator, its divine artist.

and sometimes I just miss it, I drive by or walk by it in so much of a rush that I forget that I was born to live, not to do whatever it is is consuming my time and stressing me out.

so before we get too lost,
lets remember the stars
lets remember the smile of a baby
or the fire in the eyes of a loved one

May we see that we are only as lost
as we are unwilling to realize that we are not our own creators
but beautifully crafted pieces of art and that the entire world points us in the one direction, into our hearts where love resides, the greatest mark of God.

Christmas list

2008’s christmas material list. a non material will be out soon entitled We are spirits in a material world.

a ticket for free new years guitar lessons with lex bi-weekly.

shoes from brooke

a grey hoodie

a new watch

the shoreways ep

a smaller bible

the shirt lex and robby were supposed to get me for my birthday

film(200, 100 , 800)

a tripod

final fantasy four

a cool keychain for my keys

something cool that rachel trieu can make

a mystery present from Caroline

a ticket for a few hours of thrifiting with lex and brooke.

a new bed since ali broke the last one

a bonsai tree

ill add to this later. thanks for reading this.

i just dont know.

i was pretty bummed out today,
the competitions i participated in didnt do very well at competition so I was kind of frustrated.

But honestly, whats been on my mind is that, a lady died in a car accident. She had a son, who went to school with Caroline’s 10 year old brother, and now shes dead. Shes gone and the family is without a mother to take care of her children smaller than that and the entire family.

And I dont really know what to say.
But that God tries, he cares, he loves and somehow just like the corny Disney movies, justice will be defined.

Somehow, someway, we will cross through these dark dank areas and see that the sunshine was always with us.

I mean I just cant imagine what this childs life will be like, but I know, the spark in his eyes must never go out. This tragedy cannot take away this little boys and his family’s joy and hope, for nothing else I know his mother would not want it.

And I know I am making a bold statement.

This is the magnitude of life meets the earthquake of death. But, heres the thing, that lady’s love, her kindness will never ever let go of that little boy and I hope that we will all remember that.

We can never escape from all of our demons, our fears, our antagonizers. Truly I feel we must make our peace with the world and look to the sky, towards the heavens for the response of the great artist. For this painting, this life is far from over and although a life has disappeared all is not lost.

thats whats in my head at the present moment.

so let us all right now pray for this little boy and his family. Whether or not you believe in it, please just try.